i am finding i need to write about more than fashion.

because i've been inside my head so much in the last few days, i've tried to focus on my body and examine how it's reacting to this troubled time i'm having.

the strangest is how my arms burn and burn when i hear him talking to her on the phone or see him wearing something she gave him. my arms. i don't get it. that was the one place where my chakras were actually in good balance when i was evaluated at dahn.

my arms.

burning and then cold.