i figured some things out.

there are people in the world.

some of those people are messed up with their issues.

some of those people are not messed up, but are with their issues.

then there is a person or two without issues.

the thing is, is that the people who are not messed up, but have their issues, should only be with other people who aren't messed up and are with issues or with the one or two that do not have issues.

because when they are not messed up and they get with someone who is... it tends to turn them into one of the people who are messed up with their issues.

i started prozac a few days ago.

also, i figured out that the more ghetto the music, the better the workout.

and i figured out that if we never do anything to our names as human beings in our lives, there is one thing we can do that is worthwhile; when we're in a good place, we can be there for the ones who are not.

i don't know how some people do this alone.

the final thing i figured out is that the more ghetto the music, sometimes the better the message:

"i ain't got time for bitches. i gotta keep my mind on my motha fuckin riches." --Tupac

"so play the cards you was dealt, baby, i'm the hand." --Fabolous

"I know the times seem long, just try and keep strong, put on your headphones and rewind this song. Remember you ain't missin' nothin' homes, I promise you ain't missin' nothin' homes." --T.I.

"You waitin on me to die you gon be waitin for a minute. Boy im ready for whatever. Somebody better tell em. I'll be here when the smoke clear and everything settle. For real." --T.I.